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Victoria's Journal  ok, i admit it. i'm a bitch. and not in a "hey bitch" kinda way. i'd be all over that kind of bitch, if i had a social life here in the 'burg. but not that kind. the kind the term was intended for. the evil, really mean kind. I'd apologize for it, but I'm not exactly sure which of the many things I've said was the kicker. All of them, of course, but there is alway a cherry on the sunday. icing on the cake. you get the picture. http://kevan.org/nohari?name=Sparkledia http://kevan.org/johari?name=Sparkledia so i just actually read LJ for the first time in forever. i remember why now- way to angsty. besides, all you happy people make me sad. i have no life. amanda came to visit this weekend and my lack of life was quite apparent. going out somewhere for me is thursday night yoga at UREC, and that's only because i have to for health class. stupid genEd. I went to see patch adams tuesday night. like, THE patch adams. he's such an anarchist, it was kinda funny. i really hoped it would be more about his work experience and stuff, but whatever. it was worth it. i had to go for class anyway. how often do you see a 60 year old man with a blue ponytail? went skiing two weeks ago. i didn't do too bad, really. so, you think i'd be the one going wild in college all with the parties and everything. news flash: i haven't been to a single party in college. not one. ever. i feel pathetic. the hightlight of my weeks is poking at cadavers in the anatomy laboratory. somatic nervous system this week. fun. rescue me from this college boredom. please? Current mood: pathetic. Current music: the traffic on 81. it's sick. completely sick. how a family that boasts such togetherness and importance of family as a concept can have such hatred for a son. such contempt. they tear him apart: and for what? loving someone. being different. murderers are loved more by their family than he is. it's disgusting. Current mood: disgusted. Current music: none. my head is pounding already. i can hear my blood rush. well, now that i've gotten past the INITIAL shock of being here, i can say something about it. the mornings are beautiful ok, that's it. most of the girls here wear mascara and other such unnecessary junk every day. It's taking me some time to find anyone i can relate to. granted, i'm doing better than when i first got here and i insisted to my parents to take me home. i seriously cried and whined for the first 3 days here. I was barely functioning. With classes started i feel a little more scheduled, but i haven't fully adjusted. I expect that will take a lot of time. maybe i never will FULLY adjust, but scrape by rather well. guardies: i finally found a boy who knows what winterguard is! he went to WGI finals last year. I can't remember what high school he's from, but i know it's one we've seen in competition. I miss home a lot more than i expected. A LOT. i spend a ton of time on the phone talking to mom and dad, a bit to chris, and of course austin. i don't really think i'm cut out for dorm life, and i really don't know what i want to do with my life in terms of academically, but i'm sticking it out for now. I just had to tell everyone how much i miss high school and really don't want to grow up away from all of you. Current mood:  nostalgic.Current music: angel without wings. 4 pm tomorrow. little smokies in abundance what else do y'all want? and is pizza ok for dinner? probably leave around 9 or 10, 'cause i'm leaving for oc (again) in the morning. so now my family is going to the beach thurs, fri, sat, sunday. I don't want to go that long. At all. so pissed. families shouldn't go places right before college. sucks. but family night wednesday is still on. you better respond so i know how many little smokies to make. whoever reads this, spread the word that family night can be wednesday (10th) at my house. Erin suggested a theme park day, which may be cool, but if not, my house is available for crashing. there are a load of little smokie makings in my freezer, so fat wraped fat is available. my poor kitty is shut in the bathroom downstairs with a funny plastic funnel around his neck and six or seven sutures on the left of his backside. and a drain to let out fluids and infection. he was bit by an animal, another cat they think, and they had to cut away some of his flesh after he licked the infected wound open. my poor kitty. he wants so badly to give himself a bath and bite out the sutures. he hates being alone. mom and i sat in the bathroom till he finally got exhausted trying to get the collar off and fell asleep. poor kitty. |
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